Fingers Crossed XO

i'm not gonna play ddr seriously again.. ever haha.

This past weekend was amazing.. Started thursday night at saharas with just me and jon jon and then randomly jenny, caty, brian, becka, brian, and james came up there so we stayed there fro like 3 hours. Then Corey got off from work and met us up there. So we went back to his place to finish The Dark Knight which was a good movie but it wasn't amazing. Definitely that movie is overrated but Heath Ledger did some amazing acting forrealz.

Friday, Ryan's "welcome to southside" party twas amazing minus the cops came, but there's no party unless the cops came. It was definitely fun, and good to see everyone since people been complaining that i've been under the radar lol. Saturday I spent the morning and afternoon with my family. I grew closer with them, and cracked so many jokes so it was a good time.

My summer classes are great, and pretty easy so I'm not complaining. My job is has been different lately since people quit, and time changes. Were not open that long either, but i'm going to ask for more hours so I can save. Buying groceries then going out everyday is ALOT cheaper.. heh


Now I need a summer fling, but not like that haha.

I am glad that I've been able to keep my commitment of not drinking so much and making an ass of myself when im drunk. Of course im still my crazy self but I need to cut back on the drinking, and partying and do something else with life. Since im becoming a teacher I don't need to get shitfaced in public.

Well summer classes started and they seem fairly easy... im just glad that one is 8 weeks and the other is 12. I just need to focus and get some more A's. Im pissed that my scholarship didn't pay for my tuition this semester and they say they would so I had to pay out of pocket. They should reimburse me and ill talk them about it very soon...

Sucks that I really don't have a break from school. At least i'll be taking two classes in the summer til the end of July..


Going to west palm to see Dave at the end of the month with Jon and Charlene.. EEE!!! can't wait!

my scholarship covered my summer classes so they won't drop again.. I need to finish my paper for education but i'm soo lazy. procastination is a foe!!

I've been listening to Girl Talk like crazy since Wed./Thurs. Idk what this man did to me, but I got his shit on repeat and barely don't want to listen to anything else but him. If anyone wants to listen to a lawsuit waiting to happen, Girl Talk is for u!

that i'm being more reserved or I just became conscious of my surroundings?!

It's definitely the part in the semester that I need to get everything done in a like 1 week that i've been putting off the whole semester. I might not hang out with anyone this week. I really gotta focus on school and bring my grades up. I think I can get Straight A's this semester or A/B. Sucks that I will only have 1 week of free time then back to class for the summer semester. At least it'll be only 2 classes and it's from Math & English so i'll get them out of the way.  At the moment i'm kinda over guys I gotta do my own thing for a while.


Btw the Easter program was a success. I'm sooo proud of myself that I put on a program that went nicely. Most of the kids knew their speeches and the play went well. The kids sung beautifully and i'm i had much diligence with those kids. It's definitely getting me ready for my classes. ooh can't wait. Thank you God!!!

amazing weekend!! Wouldn't change it for the world. I've learned more about myself, and the whole education field.


post more later!!

Spring break so far has been lame.. I blame the rain. I've been watching movies and eating snacks all week acting like a desperate housewive. I can't wait for miami this weekend.

any comments?

Yesterday I felt like I was going to make history or maybe i'm just being delusional.

I need to time to reflect, and retrospect.

I'm thankful for this spring break because I need time to myself and things can slow down so I can relax.

I got a new tattoo.. I post pics later..


I really don't wanna go to palatka but bleh gotta do it for my scholarship program.

So compass bank didn't let me know that I had a large sum of money just sitting in my account until my college sent me an email sending that they disbursed one a week ago and another one a month ago.. Gonna figure this out tomorrow.

Ever since I've downloaded troopers and distorted I've been playing it like crazy. I just got to normal 7s and hyper 6s.. Any advice? I usually get As and a few AAs.. No AAAs yet but ill get em.

a good party even though it was full of gays lmao

Well I haven't made a big update in a while like i'm going to do now.

To start off I have to go to traffic court tomorrow for my hit and run ticket. Hope they let it go or don't have to pay anything.. I really don't have the money to pay duval out at the moment. Well I sort of do, but I feel like it wasn't my fault because she was park on the curb and not in a parking space so it was her fault as well. I guess i'll explain my case to them tomorrow, and I hope it works out.

I met up with my scholarship program call me mister yesterday afternoon. I'm glad i'm not the youngest person in our group but close to it. It was only 5 people chosen and I was one of them which makes me feel special. Dr. Gilbert, which was the person that was over the Call Me Mister program in North East First was about an hour late. I felt agitated for a bit, but I got over it. When he came in, he was kinda not the person I expected to be. Yea he was serious about us being teachers, but he wanted us to be more a teacher and change the future of education. I think this put more pressure because I never want to fail or give up because it was just too hard. I really hate that feeling, and I never want to disappoint myself or the people who helped me to be who I am today. I am goin on a trip to Miami though for a Call Me mister conference april 4th & 5th. It's during my spring break and i'm pretty estatic because i've never been to Miami. Can't wait holla. Other than that school is great. I need to focus and stop slacking because it's in all my classes. This semester went by soo fast and it's almost done, I know I can do it. I think after spring break, I'll be back in the game.

Boys are in my life. I would say 2 and maybe 3, but Idk about the 3rd one. Definitely I like Matt and Roy, yes Roy is back in my life. I really don't understand why I let that happen but I just did. If he doesn't make excuses and stand up to me and him, something could happen, but I am waiting for him to do it, and not me; He needs to realize it. The only problem I have with Matt is distance. He lives in Fernindina.. Yeah it's about 45 min.-Hour plus he works alot soo he only have 2 days and it's usually not when I have my day off from school so our schedules is conflicting and it is making about to say fuck it i'll move on because I don't have time. Maybe I need to slow down and reflect what is happening and wait. The third one is good Ol' Corey.. I really don't know if he likes me but I have a big feeling he does. Whenever people are not around he says the most romantic, uplifting things to me, but then when friends are around he plays the fence. I just want him to be vulnerable and be such a douche at times yeah your guy but that doesn't mean you go by the "stereotype" of male from the 50's.

Overall I can't wait for spring break to come. I definitely need it. Just a break from the world and everyone. Yeah I might sound like an emo kid but I need time away from myself and some people. There's only a few now that won't get on my nerves and I don't have to give them the look and hate. Seriously i'm re-evaluting my relationships with some people and rather it's worth it.

I want freaking spring to come NOW!!!


i'm definitely in my world.


more soon to come

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